Much awaited.... stopped to refresh!

Long days often went by as I waited for the perfect guy to present himself. Is there a such thing as " the perfect" man? I have been all through many types of relationships and just when I think I have it right...Im now pondering if this is what I really want. With no time to respond I answer " I think so". I love Anthony with all my heart but I just wonder if he loves me the same or if hes afraid to love me the way I love him.  He has expressed some attributes about other women... how they would just leave him once they found someone else. Not me, but he leaves little room for "our love".  Anyways...Im here refreshing and starting over a new blog...getting rid of the old past that still haunts me.