REJECTION OR NEGLECTION??

I HATE MY BEDROOM..... Because its the only place that I get rejected.... or should I call it neglect? Although I have been in this relationship for 2 years and things have been ok, all relationships have their ups and downs, I haven't been sexually satisfied in months.

I don't know if I'm being greedy or is it normal to have such a healthy appetite, but I want more. I'm not saying I have to have sex every night...but once a week is good too, only if I'm satisfied. Satisfying to me is giving all the sexual pleasures one needs. I want kisses, I want my breast touched and kissed, I want clitoral action. Penetration to me only satisfies me 25%.... I NEED IT ALL.

 Being naked in the bed allows me to feel free. I feel completely ignored especially once I'm nude and he doesn't even acknowledge my nudeness. He doesn't even touch or get passionate with me. My body is not the best looking in the world...but its extra soft, and taste good (so I hear).

Anyways, I don't know how long I can accept his runic behavior? Something is going on...hes just not telling me. I'm not great at rejections...but is this what it is???



2 year anniversary...... and now stronger than ever!!

BEING IN THIS 2 YEAR RELATIONSHIP HAS TAUGHT ME ALOT. IVE LEARNED MORE THAN ANYTHING THAT IT WOULDNT BE EASY TO KEEP MENDED TOGETHER. THIS TIME WE HAVE SHARED HAS BEEN AWFUL, STRESSFUL, EVENTFUL, AND MORE THE LESS........ TRYING! MAKING ME REALIZE THAT I MUST REALLY LOVE THIS MAN. IN FACT, I KNOW I LOVE THIS MAN! LOVE IS A REALLY STRONG WORD, AND IF YOU GONNA MAKE YOUR RELATIONSHIP LAST THEN THERE MUST BE AN ASSORTMENT OF TRUST, AND COMMITMENT, COMMUNICATION, AND COMPANIONSHIP. WE WERE LACKING TWO OF THE FOUR.

WE TALKED THIS OUT BECAUSE I WANT TO BE HAPPY...SO I CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY WITH HIM OR HAPPY WITHOUT HIM. I MADE HIM UNDERSTAND THAT...." I NEED TO BE HAPPY!" I AGREED TO GIVE HIM MORE TRUST IF HE PROMISES TO GIVE ME MORE. MORE OF EVERYTHING THAT I AM DESERVING.

.....HOPING ALL FOR THE BEST, PROGRESSION IS ALL I EVER HOPE FOR.